Selasa, 31 Januari 2017

I Owe You Everything, Dad

Have you ever felt indebted to someone for being someone who always be there whenever you need them and wherever you are? Do you have that 'someone'?

I do.

I owe everything I have to him. Everything.

And he is my father.

The 'kids owe everything they have for their parents' is kinda stereotype for me because I've already known that since I joined school and my mindset now is that I indeed owe everything I have to my parents but I am certainly gonna pay all those when I success.  

But, there is a thing that makes me think a lot about. Its about my dad.

Do you know that I live far from my school? Yes I am. My (parents') house is far from here and it does take long time to go to school everyday.

And everyday, my father takes me to school. Everyday.
I exactly dont have anyone to take me to school averyday so my 'going to school' depends on him.

My dad does work a lot. He is a good father whom takes all the responsibility of our lives. So, taking me to school everyday in really early morning is indeed tiring for him.

Everyday, I need to go to school at half to 6. And that means so my father. We sometimes use car, but sometimes we go by motorcycle.

He has never complained about how tired was him for taking me to school. But yesterday, he said thing that succesfully made me sad.

He said that his legs were hurt. Treading the car pedal every morning has made his calfs hurt. The thing he said yesterday made me think a lot about what did I have to do then. I really dont know because I cant drive a car and I cant go to school all alone because the distance and I cant bring a motor because my age isnt old enough to get a SIM card.

Than this morning, while my dad was driving me to school, I realized something. I thought it was his habbit turning on the air conditioner for the legs because he just liked to. But then I realized that maybe the air conditioner he turned on while he was driving was to relief his hurt legs. This made me sad. I was really really sad. I had just realized something I thought was small.

I didnt realize that taking me to school everyday has made him worked sooo hard. He's never complained about it but, omg i cant tell it by words. I think I have to think about how to get to school without bringing dad with me. From now.

So, sincerely, I really really sorry, Dad. 
From the deepest of my heart, I love you.

Selasa, 17 Januari 2017

Holiday?

So this is my first post in 2017. Is anybody curious about what things I did in the last holiday? Then I will tell you all about it.

After I got my last semester report card, finally I got my times for holiday. You know, the last 6 months were really tiring so got to holiday was really really delighting because at least I could rest my whole body from school task. The holiday was about 2 weeks. Kinda short but I had to use those times for resting myself from stressing things.

On the first week, all things I did were staying at home. It was boring but for a long long time finally I could do the most important thing I couldn't do on daily. Fangirl. YEAH FINALLY. But beside fangirling I did the houseworks too. My housekeeper wasnt at home that time because she wanted to go to her hometown to see her newborn granchild. My mother and my father were both busy with their works. That's the reason why me and my 9-years-old twin-sister had to stay at home 24/7.

But the "I don't do anything just stay at home" was last only for a week. The weekend was the new year, wasn't it. Of course I didn't want to spent my new year at home only watching the tv. So, fortunately, both my big families from my dad and mom were coming at my house yeeay.

My mom's family came on 31st at 7. My cousin that time had her birthday, so she brought the thing I had been wishing all these times. PIZZA. I was really happy thank god. After enjoying the pizza, they went to their houses at 10. Because I had to wait for some of my dad's family to come, I was just watching the movie on tv all alone because all my family had gone to their dreams.

After waiting for about an hour, then they finally arrived. I was happy to greet them but I got so upset when they ate up all the left half a pizza but yeah I had to understand that they were hungry.

My family had a slept-over at my house so I didn't start the new year all alone hahaha. Actually, my dad and their siblings made a plan that our big family would have a routine 3-months family gathering and it started at my house at the new year.

After waking up, we immidiately helped my mom preparing the foods. It was 9, but the other families showed up when we hadn't even all awaken. It was kinda funny because my house was really full with people. I think I had never have my house just full with people. It was hard to walk even to toilet I'm- ok thats too much.

I used to think that after the family gathering, we would just go to our houses. End. But what really happen was us went to the swimming pool. At 5. That idea came up suddenly from my aunt so we had to rush to prepare all the things we need for swimming. Why I decided to join them to swim was because it is such rare things to swim with my whole big family. So that's why.

We went to the .............. Swimming Pool. At that time, people were going home but there were still lots people there. But. There was a thing shocked me. The water there was really really dirty. There wasn't even water for cleaning up. So about all of us decided not to swim. We just enjoyed watching the kids swimming and eating the foods we brought from home. After finished the 'swimming', we took a family picture there and went to our own houses.

On the first day in the last week of holiday, I came back to my holiday-routine : stay at home. I got nothing to do. 2 my cousins stay overnight that day but the one was busy with her school task and the other one was busy with his laptop. So, I just watched tv all day that time.

The other days that week, I just also stayed at home. Sadly, my cousins went to their houses so I was all alone. Again. But fortunately my housekeeper came home so I had less works to do. I enjoyed my time watching Korean drama titled W. It was really awesome. The drama was telling about 2 worlds, our world and manga world. I enjoyed it until the last day of holiday.

Kinda sad had to say goodbye to you, but I just had to. So, goodbye holiday :')