Selasa, 31 Januari 2017

I Owe You Everything, Dad

Have you ever felt indebted to someone for being someone who always be there whenever you need them and wherever you are? Do you have that 'someone'?

I do.

I owe everything I have to him. Everything.

And he is my father.

The 'kids owe everything they have for their parents' is kinda stereotype for me because I've already known that since I joined school and my mindset now is that I indeed owe everything I have to my parents but I am certainly gonna pay all those when I success.  

But, there is a thing that makes me think a lot about. Its about my dad.

Do you know that I live far from my school? Yes I am. My (parents') house is far from here and it does take long time to go to school everyday.

And everyday, my father takes me to school. Everyday.
I exactly dont have anyone to take me to school averyday so my 'going to school' depends on him.

My dad does work a lot. He is a good father whom takes all the responsibility of our lives. So, taking me to school everyday in really early morning is indeed tiring for him.

Everyday, I need to go to school at half to 6. And that means so my father. We sometimes use car, but sometimes we go by motorcycle.

He has never complained about how tired was him for taking me to school. But yesterday, he said thing that succesfully made me sad.

He said that his legs were hurt. Treading the car pedal every morning has made his calfs hurt. The thing he said yesterday made me think a lot about what did I have to do then. I really dont know because I cant drive a car and I cant go to school all alone because the distance and I cant bring a motor because my age isnt old enough to get a SIM card.

Than this morning, while my dad was driving me to school, I realized something. I thought it was his habbit turning on the air conditioner for the legs because he just liked to. But then I realized that maybe the air conditioner he turned on while he was driving was to relief his hurt legs. This made me sad. I was really really sad. I had just realized something I thought was small.

I didnt realize that taking me to school everyday has made him worked sooo hard. He's never complained about it but, omg i cant tell it by words. I think I have to think about how to get to school without bringing dad with me. From now.

So, sincerely, I really really sorry, Dad. 
From the deepest of my heart, I love you.

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